what he said…..

http://goddamnindependents.wordpress.com/2009/09/30/thats-it-lets-flush-this-turd/

congratulations claude…

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from today’s Missoulian

One of Missoula’s favorite bartenders has just released his second book. “Dancing with the Yumawalli” is a conversation with a slate of diverse characters, colloquial in the tradition of sitting next to a fire and listening to voices talking about death, superstition and human growth. Do shipbuilders practice human sacrifice to give vessels souls? Look through the eyes of the teenager narrator and see for yourself.

more info here on claude’s book…

new deal on health care? or same old runaround…

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i guess we will find out who the real democrats are tomorrow. this coming tuesday. jeez, when will the torture end with this endless delaying on health care reform. it would be nice to know if we need to support this or just join the republicans and kill it. because without a very strong public option i am now inclined to join the republicans and help to kill this stupid pos and start preparing for a big push for single payer in 2012.

we can’t trust the health insurance predators anymore with our lives.

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on the day before the eve of a birthday of someone

i don’t recognize anymore…

a fly flew past my keyboard on its way to a window

promising something that flies desire

and i have tried to remember what it was long ago

that i desired and can no longer recognize those desires

as anything i would claim today

the fly tries to fly through an invisible film of molten sand

and i just want to cling to an island of something solid

in a molten earth gone suddenly irrecognizable

once so very intense and filled with the burning that is desire i find myself now

without pretense or expectations- content to merely reside and observe.

featured poem by Patrick Donnelly

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READ THE SIGNS

When I rinsed my spectacles under the tap and wiped them with my undershirt,

When every night the striped spider rebuilt her web, triangulating with a car
aerial that every morning pulled the work apart,

When a man, and then a woman, with orange flags flapping from their
motorchairs rolled under the kitchen windows, he with one leg, she with
none,

When the poor streets bore names like Gold, Paris, and Temple,

When from the Second Baptist Church came a song of dissatisfaction with the city of
men, in which one tenor predominated, especially when he paused to breathe,

When a sign told how at this mission migrants  prayed pardonne-nous nos offences,
fed on franks and beans, were handed a few dollars to tide them till they
disappeared into the mills lit all night,

(mills long shut, town folded for years at dusk),

Here the brightness that caught the eye by the river was only a marble in the
grass, a wish-fulfilling jewel I put in my pocket,

Here someone mowed grass in circles around a black stone and a white stone,
which married the black stone to the white stone,

Here the Kennebec was too wide fast and deep to swim, though gulls stood safe on
a strange middle shallow,

Here my name inside the rusty box where mail comes, and under that a bed of
Solomon’s Seal,

Here the little dirt playground taught with signs the animals of my Neighborhood!
moose, deer and fawn, coyote, red fox, beaver, fisher, sea otter, skunk, raccoon,
snakes (won’t hurt you), ground hog, ospre, Great Blue heron, STORKS, OWL,
squirles, muskrat. We live in the right place,

Taught if you were NOT there, don’t use your voice to spread rumors. FINI – END –
Adios – Aloha – hasta la vista, Baby,

Taught if you can’t make a decision right now, tell the other person you will get back to
them later. Take your time and make the Right Choice. No Sadness,

Taught A Hundred Years Go By Quick (not knowing then all this would be gone by
spring),

And a Museum of the Streets sign remembered this is the way the trolley went,
how “riding in the wood-sided cars, listening to the bell clanging, was a
pleasure … convenient, economical and pollution-free,”

And a sign taped to that sign said Maggy a longhaired grey aged one and a
half years is missing,

And a window warned “Never Mind the Dog Beware the Owner,”

Where some person entirely without irony let pink petunias overflow the
windowboxes of a white cottage with blue shutters,

Where roses set their autumn hips again, and bittersweet its feral fruit,

Where there was water and the sound of water,

Where a urinous wall inside the former token-booth of the Two-Cent Bridge
(since 1973 on the National Register of Historic Places) announced I give
Good Head and have a Nice Dick
followed by a number and Ask for Travis,

Where a polished stone explained THIS TREE IS A SYMBOL OF THE
FRIENDSHIP SINCE 1990 BETWEEN KOTLAS, RUSSIA AND
WATERVILLE, MAINE, an idea of Natalia Kempers who before she passed
was “translator of the many correspondences that arose through the
Connection,”

And a man in black, maybe Travis, stepped onto the bridge as I stepped off,

And the tent-moth hid its young in silken bags,

And according to the landlady, Ivan the three-legged cat dodged death at the
shelter by virtue of passionate leanings, wreathings and rubbings,

And there was porn for straights but none for gays in the back room of the local
video mart, where a sign requested please be courteous and put your choice into
the small black bags provided before you bring it to the counter,

When work carried me far beyond, Stephen my little wood dove,

When a pickup parked under CAUTION CHANGING RIVER BOTTOM at the
absolute lonesome bottom of an early Sunday morning boat ramp might
have been looking for a sign of love,
but started his engine and drove away
after I gave him my back for half an hour, didn’t turn even once to meet his
gaze,

When I washed my door with a rag,
and thought myself the first, the only, the one, the solitary, the unique.

Then filled the soul with doubt, with every kind of not-knowing,
and made a song of the cloud of unknowing, which sang

the terrible, deep modesty of creatures, every poor trickling momentary thing

whether we know it or not….

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Whether we and our politicians know it or not, Nature is party to all our deals and decisions, and she has more votes, a longer memory, and a sterner sense of justice than we do.
Wendell Berry